Saw Amanda today while shopping.... she was almost crying when we were hugging. when she left she WAS crying. it was horrible. that poor woman!! :'(

Just remembered...when I was at camp for a week, I met some awesome chicks. like seriously we all liked eachother (as buddies!) all except for Autumn and Riana. Riana, something is seriously eff-ed up about her. and Autumn was a witch with a capital B. I was walking into a bathroom stall, and I guess Riana didnt notice me ( I was RIGHT BEHIND HER) and she walked into another. and as soon as I do my business and am leaving she starts to do a clapping thing. Im serious she was obsessed with clapping tricks. So later I was like WTF were you doing clapping in the bathroom?!?! I never got an answer..
And Autumn, nobody liked her. She was just....... everyone hated her. I even joked bout her getting boobs in front of her. she came into Syd's/Sydney's cabin and was like "Look aIm wearing Katies shirt! I look so good dont I!?!" and Autumn was the kind of girl that had no breasts at all (I know because she liked to change in front of us. Jeez, girl, at least TRY to have some modesty) so I was like "umm, why dont you go grow some boobs first then try that on?" and she was like "what?" and Syd and I were like "were talking bout Faith, gosh mind your own business!" and then she left (and Faith has some boobs!!! so we obviously werent talkin bout her!) and as soon as she was gone we laughed SO HARD. Yeah we were bein witches too, but Autumn seriously deserved it. hahaha

The most adorable, sweetest baby girl died today. Kynadi, you are in my prayers and even though I didnt know you well, I know your mum and your dad. and I know they will never get over this loss. :'( :'(

 

    Bless you little one. You are in Gods hands now. We are all praying for you. Im sorry, Amanda, Justin for your loss... Just know, as Pam said, she had the most wonderful loving parents and that she was so lucky to have yall.
Just 8 hours ago she was alive and healthy. Makes me tear up at how the Lord would take her when she wasnt even 5 yet....

Not good enough, by Escape the Fate (when they were actually GOOD) is proabably my most played song on ANYTHING. and I still love it. Its one of those songs I think I will NEVER EVER get tired of it. :) anyways just thought Id say that :)

Took a ashower last night; a cold one. cause our water heater is messed up or sommin; anyway I was like "This is gonna be so awesome!!!" I swear, I got in and got clean faster than you could say crap. It was eff-in FREEZING!!! Im not sure but I might just not take a shower tonight if its gonna be that horrible! Well just lettin ya know haha :)

Ive taken to staying up past 2 in the morning watching Youtube videos..... and waking up at 12PM. sucks cause Im still tired :) Oh and its so HOT in the summer!!! :( Duh haha

Have to be honest...I reallllllyyyyy suck at doing anything to me body (not that way, perverts!! :D) including mani/pedis, so I did it while reading and it looks way better! Also, P.C Cast and her daughter, Kristen, did a book series (love it!) :) :) :) buy the House of Night series, cause its Rockin, almost as much as my buddy, Joe's, poems!! Check him out!! :D http://www.facebook.com/pages/Joes-Poetry/146834188663664?ref=search   I dunno if he has another site for it, but he should :) :) well, here it is :) :)

Blonde-ishy

I did my nails last night. I would do a pic but my nails are always screwed up, so not gonna happen! :D theyre pretty :) Jeez I sound like a blonde, which I AM! :D :D

Cal's gonna teach me guitar, I hope, if its kool with Mum (which it totally is). Gotta get a guitar if Im gonna learn, cant aways borrow his!! :D Love him (as a buddy!!) :D

Wonder whose the most popular MODERN band.....think its Paramore, but looked it up and it wont say, just says The Beatles n stuff. hmm

:D

Listenin to Paint it black by Versa Emerge, cover for The Rolling Stones :D Love em haha so bored, gettin a new door yay cause the dog wont screw this one up, maybe. Lets hope not!! Update later love ya!

Forgot......again.....

Umm. I kinda forgot? Sorry....again...
Paige is a ho, Bree a hobag. Sorry if theyre reading it, but Im not taking it back!! uhhhh, wish i could put what happened down, but I just DONT WANNA!!! So hows summer goin for anybody? Fun? Boring? I feel for ya!

Nail Polish

Yup. Im thinkin I need some nail polish remover. Really bad! I would show you a picture, but I dunno where my camera is. its bad though!! :D Was talkin to Alejandra while I was supposed to be cleanin, (Ive got HOURS Im not gonna start now!) was also worrying about me maybe havin cancer. Not a pretty sight that. ......We've gotta wait a month till we can find out. :( scaryness!! Well, Love love

Such a fun bff birthday!

Had so much fun last night, but I wanted to go home last night so here I am!! Went to a bar and played pool and Han/Justin kept sayin Happy Birthday to Laken!! I loved it, I won almost every game we played. Also went to the mall yesterday and saw about 50 million hot guys. One of em Im in love with. Sorta. Whatever, we had fun! And said hi to Mrs.McCartney, whose nephews and neices (Laken) birthday it was. Dunno why she was at the mall though! Love, Love

Lakens birthday!

Got me Cd, listenin to it. And its Lakens Birthday!!! Perfect day!! :) :) just gonna get her money though. Waitin for her to come get me, dunno what shes doin. :) :) :)  Also have a fever blister. WTF?!?! Frickit camp. Oh and Color. Go to Target. The Maine's Black and White $7.99 Yay, its wonderful!! Im tryin to earn Yiddish, cause its so funny!! But this is Greek Εσείς πιπιλούν εάν σας λέξη αγοράζουν τα CD  Figure it out if ya want, Ima be busy being lazy! :) Love, love

Im such a quitter. Sorry?!

Im sorry, to whoever reads this, that Ima quitter. I have no excuse, except for this week, I just got back home. By the way:: BUY THE MAINES NEW CD, BLACK AND WHITE!!!! I bought it today on the way home, and Im in love. I also bought pretty headphones :)
Anyways, Ill try better to not be so lazy. No guarantees though :) and I miss Sydney, Faith, most definitely Victoria the most, Maiday (whatever her real name is), Nemo (same), Sophie, Alejandra and whoever I forgot that was as awesome as them (and Jamie and Rita and Katie!!!!0 :) :) Love yall!!! Im so glad I spent that week with yall!
and I have a country accent it turns out. weird, right? I know!! Love, love